Happier Days

have passed. are here. are yet to come.

tidbits of the spontaneous, mellow, thoughtful, lovely, fulfilled, unknown, normal life I live as me.

my garden grows with silver bells and cockles shells and marigolds lined all in a row, with my lamb with fleece as white as snow.

July 23, 2014 9:24 pm

this feeling is so visceral—

to not want to be a body, an anybody, anymore.

July 16, 2014 2:06 am
"Are you asking because you care or because you’re curious?"

10 word story" series - #27 (via jennayliu)

(via hiblogging)

July 14, 2014 1:34 am

i like my new shower gel. i smell like peaches :3

peachy clean

it should be illegal to smell so peachy

impeach me

July 13, 2014 1:48 pm

ohmyfreakinggoodness

dress by Guo Pei

June 16, 2014 9:00 pm

i hate boys

they’re annoying

but i don’t care i’m just gonna keep drinking my organic unsweetened trader joe’s soymilk that i only bought because it doesn’t need refrigeration and i don’t have a refrigerator until the end of next week; also it’s yummy

see i no longer care about boys i officially care more about soymilk it’s official

April 17, 2014 6:28 pm

you have only 
seen yourself 
two times

taking a picture 
and looking at the
image and staring 
in the mirror and
looking at your 
reflection

you don’t get to see 
the way your eyes 
light up when you talk
about something 
you love

and you can never 
see how beautiful 
you look when you
really smile

it’s really is kinda 
sad that you never
actually have seen yourself

but I can promise you 
I will be here everyday
to tell you what i see

R’J
April 16, 2014 10:00 pm

fuckyeahcommunity:

jetgreguar:

emilygoss:

bandguard1018:

I would totally do that for a date lol

If someone did this for me for a date I would bang them on the spot under that masterpiece.

ideas for the future

pillow fort appreciation

always

(Source: mariemalfoy, via bisexualmargaerytyrell)

November 24, 2013 2:16 am

wait what just happened

i just finished reading the book thief.

i read most of the second half on the bus ride back from yale; everyone else was napping or quietly talking

/as i silently wept/

still had a few chapters left to go.

got back to the dorm, finally laid down to finish the book. 

/SOBBED FOREVER/

/PAUSING THE READING ONLY WHEN I WAS UNABLE TO READ PAST THE TEARS/

i didn’t even have a tissue man, tears and snot errywhere

/FEELINGS SHOT TO PIECES FLYING EVERYWHERE/

eyes so swollen can barely open them

oh my goodness why can a book do this

BUT RUDY

BUT PAPA

IT’S NOT TOLD IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER AND STILL I WAS JERKED, SURPRISED, DEVASTATED, BY EVERYTHING

EVERY PAGE

EVERY SENTENCE TBH

the power of words has implicitly and explicitly been proven.

November 18, 2013 11:05 pm

I HAVE TO STUDY FOR CS50 BUT ALL I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW IS READ THE BOOK THIEF

WHY OH WHY DID I BUY THAT BOOK

AND THEN WHY DID I START IT WHEN I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO

I’M LIKE THREE CHAPTERS IN AND ALREADY LITERALLY SHEDDING TEARS FROM THE SADNESS AND BEAUTY AND ZUSAK’S WRITING IS SO DAMN GOOD

ALSO I BOUGHT CHRISTMAS LIGHTS AND SWEATERS AND VELVET THINGS AND ACTUAL RAMEN AND HARVARD-YALE TICKETS AND SO MUCH THINGS SO MUCH i mean yea i have like a weekly salary of $40-60-80ish but that ain’t gone sustain

the econ lecturer today, Laibson, explained how procrastination works in terms of behavioral economics and psychology.

/EVERYTHING IS SO TRUE/

I SHOP/EAT/SLEEP/DO ART/DO THINGS TO AVOID MY REAL TROUBLES

SIGH

so happy and so sad at the same time kinda but lately it’s been more of the HAPPINESS

THANKSGIVING IS ALMOST HERE I MISS EVERYBODY I WANT TO SEE MA HOME AND MA HOMIES

November 10, 2013 12:02 am

wOw NPR

Wait Wait…Don’t Tell Me has been SO GOOD these past two weeks. Last week they interviewed Billy Collins; this week it’s Nick Offerman; Paula Poundstone was on the show last time; just yaaayyyyy

unfortunately, i had the name “carl kasell” stuck in my head (he’s the narrator guy with a super good voice)

and so when i was writing my expos paper, there was this guy who authored one of my main sources, and he’s named “C.R. Sunstein” and i decided to write his name in the paper AND SO I STUPIDLY ASSUMED HIS FIRST NAME WAS CARL BECAUSE I REMEMBERED HIS NAME IS A FOUR-LETTER WORD

BUT THEN TODAY AFTER I TURNED IN THE PAPER I REALIZED HIS FIRST NAME IS “CASS”

LIKE WHAT KIND OF NAME IS THAT

so now i keep talking about “carl sunstein” in my paper AND IT”S NOT EVEN HIM

AAGAFUUUUGGAHAL;KFJAW;LEFAW; so embarrassing SO EMBARE

sigh back to listening to radio sigh radio too good